Thursday, May 13, 2010

I'm losing my mind

Dear Aidan,

I'm about to pull all my hair out today.
You are screaming right now. I've been trying to put you to sleep, but you always fight it. I'm so exhausted from having no sleep right now that I'm just allowing you to cry it out. I know you are super tired, but I don't know why you won't sleep. It's driving me nuts! It's been a horrible, rainy week this week so I've been stuck indoors with you and I think that's also driving me crazy. Rosco and I are in the office trying to regain our insanity.

Daddy doesn't understand why I get so frustrated. He has to understand that I'm home 24/7. Then when he does get home it would help a great deal if he takes over and looks after you while I have some alone time. But he gets so tired after looking after you for an hour that he always comes and bothers me. Plus, I'm still the one putting you to sleep even though I give you formula right before bed. Why do I have to still do that???? I know he's going to be pissed when he reads this, but I'm so annoyed today. I feel like crying...

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