Friday, July 23, 2010

My heart bleeds




Dear Aidan,

You had an accident today. You fell and hit your mouth on the window sill in your playroom in the morning while both mommy and daddy were at work. I guess it happened so quickly while your Vancouver grandma was watching you. She was so traumatized by that whole ordeal because you were crying and you bled a lot. Luckily your teeth were ok, but your lips swelled up really badly. I didn't even know this had happened because daddy didn't call me to let me know. Apparently he had found out about this after you had the accident from your grandma. I came home and your Vancouver grandma asked me if daddy had called me while I was at work. I said no and then I saw your mouth. I was so shocked. I think she was so stressed out the whole day because she thought that I would get really mad at her or something. I know she didn't mean for this to happen so I made sure she didn't feel worse than she already felt. I'm just sorry that I wasn't there to console you when you were hurting. Ugh. I hate that. I want to be there when things happen, but I can't do that anymore. It's so frustrating! I know it's only going to get worse when we put you in daycare on Monday. You are going to get bruises and bumps, but they won't be giving you the same attention like mommy, daddy, and our family members.

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