Monday, August 30, 2010

Extreme guilt

Dear Aidan,

Today was the first day I came home from work and you were already sleeping. I didn't even get to see you... I'm so sad. Daddy was saying it took him so long to put you to sleep. He tried putting you to sleep at 8:50pm. I got home at 9:30pm and daddy was patting you to sleep in your crib. I took his spot and tried to pat you to sleep. Maybe it was so difficult because you were waiting for mommy? It just breaks my heart that I wasted one day not spending time with you. You grow so much in one day so I feel like I missed out. Ugh.

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