Wednesday, April 6, 2011

Poor baby


Dear Aidan,

Look how battled you look. You are down with your 100th cold. The night that daddy and mommy fought was the night that your symptoms were starting to show. It's been hard the past couple of days. I literally woke up 6 times last night to tend to you. Daddy didn't even help. He keeps going on and on about how babies seek out their mothers when they are sick, but I think he's just saying that to get away with not doing anything. I'm still extremely angry at his behaviour. He keeps wanting to 'squash the beef', but I don't think he realizes the seriousness of the situation. He doesn't think in his heart of hearts that he did anything wrong. He was actually trying to put the blame on me saying how I was the one that gave him attitude. Whatever. I'm so sick of how badly he treats me so I'm not going to be nice to him for a while. Aidan, I want you to have respect for women and treat them well. Daddy used to be like that, but once he married me he treats me like his servant. All he does is nag at me and ask me 'what's for dinner?'. My wish in life is to hear daddy turn to me one day and say how much he loves me, how thankful he is to have me. He only says he loves me when I do things for him or if I'm mad at him and he wants to 'squash the beef'.




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